Espiritu del Ayahuasca

21st century prayer

I am not the stories I post on social media; they are just a vain illusion of what I try to reflect to people. I am the consciousness that seeks to materialize these illusions.

I am not the qualifiers that society dictates according to my appearance; they limit me and imprison me like a bird in captivity. I am the will that seeks to break the chains that I myself have allowed to be imposed on me.

I am not the photographs that I take nor the sentences that I write; they are a failed attempt to stay in this world. I am the reverberating light that merges throughout the cosmos and that wanders eternally through space.

I am not what my studies guarantee as knowledge; That is a pretentious way of feeling important among businessmen and intellectuals. I am the wisdom resulting from the decisions made with the heart.

I am not the words or the thoughts that are housed in my body; they are just unconscious repetitions of my own environment. I am each and every one of the actions that I do consciously and with purpose.

I am not what I think; because this is only the false hope that sinks me into conformity. I am what I decide, inspired and driven by what I first believed.

I am not what people say I am; that idea keeps me in destructive circles, creating a personality designed by alien powers. I am what sounds during the internal silence; what glows in total darkness.

I am not what the industries suggest to me as ideals; consumerism fills me with pesos that I drag even in the digital world. I am the harmonious coexistence with the perfect organism called "Earth".

I am not what I wear, nor what I own; that's just thick layers contaminating my ethereal nature. I am the vertiginous nakedness that, despite a thousand prejudices, I have accepted.

I am not what I receive in situations of success and fulfillment; because it feeds my ego. I am what I give, even in the worst moments.

I am not the praise I hear, nor the recognition I receive. I am love, in all its forms, that I selflessly bestow.

I am present
I am here and now
I am light, consciousness and will,
that enjoys its evolution
for the benefit of life and love.

I am the perfect manifestation of God,
in body,
in mind,
and in spirit.

I am who I am.